but today I binged. I feel so disgusting. I am worse than dirt.
So I am going to go on a 48 hour fast drinking water and diet coke and taking some laxatives then slowly start eating soups under 500 cals. Then slowly work up to harder protein but not over 800 calories AT ANY TIME. 135 LBS BY MAY 15TH AND THATS THAT.
152 BY APRIL 12
145 BY APRIL 26
DAMN STRAIGHT FUCK
I am seriously having trouble with exercise though. I just don't have the energy. I'm thinking it's because I'm anemic again. boo.